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Age: 20 years old Date of Birth: March1 1990 Horoscope Sign: Pisces rain_shine13@hotmail.com Tagboard
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Sunday, March 28, 2010 My Hero; I'm sorry that I broke your heart, let you down again when you have gained trust in me. Please forgive me.. You are v v important to me. 下雨天了，怎麽辦， 我好想你 不敢打給你，我找不到原因 I miss you, especially during the days when it's raining. I don't dare to contact you because I can't find any reasons to call/text you. I don't have the confidence to contact you, because I don't know if you are missing me as much as I am missing you when you received my calls or texts. And at the same time, I'm afraid to disturb you. 当我说:不要感冒了./路上小心./自己多注意…… (不要嫌我烦.因为我知道你不傻,甚至是很聪明的.我只想让你知道我心里有你,我很想关心你) Please pardon me when I always tell you to take care of yourself, to be careful on the road. I know you are not a kid anymore, not that silly, I know you can take care of yourself, very independent. I just want you to know that I still care about you, you are still in my heart. 我总说我想要帮你,要你有什么事一定要告诉我. (其实我知道我帮不了你什么,我只想让你知道你还有我,我永远会在你身边陪你,会一直的支持你) I always tell you to ask me for help, if you need me. I always want you to tell me if anything happens to you. I know I can't be of much help to you, I just want you to know you still have me around, I will always be by your side, I will always support you. 无论做什么我总会征求你的意见. (不是我没主见,太过依赖你,我只是尊重你的意見) I always ask for your opinions. It is not that I don't have an independent mind, rely on you. It is because I trust and respect your opinions. 不管在哪里我总是紧紧的和你站在一起. (我只是在告诉你我信任你.) No matter where I am, I always want to stay close to you. I want to let you know that, I trust you. I trust you, I trust you. 我明知道我们之间没有未来，却情愿留在你身边做个普通朋友，不是我太贱，只是我舍不得你， 舍不得这份情。 I know there is no future between us, but I still choose to stay by your side as friends. It is not because I am too cheap. It is because I don't want to give up on this friendship. I wrote this entry long ago, before what happened today. 對不起！ Saturday, March 20, 2010 突然很想你 現在，我最怕你不理我，最怕你說你討厭我，也最害怕你離開我。 人就是這樣，失去了，才後悔，才懂得珍惜。才发现當初擁有過的才是自己最希望擁有，也是最快樂、最幸福的日子。我也是人，我怕回忆突然翻滚。看到過去，我非常懷念，我很後悔當初爲什麽沒有好好的珍稀那一段永遠也不可能回到的過去？ 我們那麽甜、那麽美、那麽相信、那麽熱烈的曾經都回不去了。 現在的我們，少了那份甜蜜，那份熱烈。多了點相信、誠實、坦白和永遠 是好或不好？我真的不知道。 我只希望它永遠都存在，不改變。 你不會離開，不會討厭我，不會放棄我。 人是自私的，包括我在内。 “请原谅我只想自私的不让你离去 占为己有 你是我所有, 我的一切, 我的美梦, 你给我的都记得 还想听到你对我说你也相信着我 像我相信(你) 用你的臂膀将我抱紧让我看着你 看着你 你是真的” You're My Hero. 因为是饿死号(20th)， 我感触特别多。 也因为......是你。 Friday, March 19, 2010 19 March 2010 爲什麽每一次都是這樣？ 是我该检讨了吗？ 是自己的嫉妒心强还是真的比不上别人？ 今天心情突然大跌！ 我討厭這種被遺忘的感覺。超級討厭！ 明明是開開心心的，但過了一會兒一切都改變 那麽的捉摸不定，那麽的难明白。 我討厭被病魔控制，心情低落，覺得很無阻。 也因爲今天，太多事情發生，我更想做一件事。 請不要讓這件事發生好不好，我不想後悔，不想讓你討厭我，更不想讓我們之間受到影響。 我在努力地控制我自己。我發現我不能專心的做我的事。 也因爲這樣，我好想哭。 | |