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Age: 20 years old Date of Birth: March1 1990 Horoscope Sign: Pisces rain_shine13@hotmail.com Tagboard
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009 我讨厌大道理。 讨厌 讨厌 讨厌！ 跟我说人话，可以吗? 为什么我的心事那么难解决？ 不想活了，很累，很辛苦。 我很努力。 Monday, March 23, 2009  what is your D.N.A ? Devil N’Angel? Death N’Alive? Dreaming N’ Awakening? 沒有神可以決定我的染色體! 沒有人可以偽裝不在場證明! 2009年的奇迹！ i comfirmed i am broke! Mayday's DNA, 28th and 29th August. SO EXPENSIVE! above picture; Ashin's face is always the biggest. and Guan You's always the smallest and half seen. And Monster and Stone's half seen! Masa's is still as bad. NOT FAIR~! That poster looked like some horror movie poster. >.< i went swimming today. no sun. the water is cold. almost caught a cold. =( this whole week is gonna be so life-less. everyday 9-6pm! DRP. its getting boring. >.< 31st March is coming nearer. Please attach me to what i wanted. HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANLEY L-S-J! i owe you a card and you owe me a card. fair and square. i've got the feeling to bake and cook upgrading is completely done! now i can use the bathroom freely. 我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳 边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好 当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉 我受不了 我在搞笑 却在最后 眼泪拼命掉 你的离开 失去多少 我计算不了 忙完了一天 突然觉得又何必辛劳 对谁炫耀 还在搞笑 是否拥有 麻痹的疗效 唱一夜歌 却避不开 催泪的曲调 我彻夜胡闹 希望听到有人会提到 你好不好 我不是真正的快乐。。。 Wednesday, March 18, 2009 i've wasted $50 on useless things. something is happening to me twice a day. which normally does not happen. i did something really shameful. something which make me unable to face someone. i dont deserve what i think i should deserve. all the care, concern and love i'm longing for. i dont deserve anything. i'm too ashame of myself. i'm useless and a waste of space. i cant do a single thing properly. i really cant...
i miss myself. Sunday, March 15, 2009 9th March 2009 "Up Your Service" workshop day 1; interactive and fun! learnt quite alot. criminal, basic, expected, desired, surprising and unbelievable. we called several florists to rate them based on their quality of service and attitude etc. of course, we ask really lame questions! a super tired day. 10th March 2009 "Up Your Service" workshop day 2; ended super early. at 12pm? was presented with the certificate! i've graduated. =) meet Rebecca for lunch/dinner, Liyun joined. 11th March 2009 supposed to go Koolwerks with the rest. but too many ppl not going. so the first time in my whole life, I WAS ALONE for the WHOLE DAY. first i went to TP to settle bistro stuffs. stayed in the school library. charged handphone. lucky brought MAYDAY jump DVD along. because i dont know why i cant connect to the school's wireless. went bedok library. but all the power supply was taken. went Marine Parade library. went home at 7pm. results released on that day. quite disappointed. GPA maintained. =( 12th March 2009 first day of DRP! researched and prepared the ice cream mix. tried OAT based popcicles made by JoJo and LuLu. NICE! tired day. disappointed yet again. 13th March 2009 second day of DRP! staining, microscope, media preparation, churning of our ice cream, packaging, hardening. ate our first batch of Rum and Raisin ice cream. NICE NICE! tried JoJo and LuLu's OAT rice burger (for your info, the rice is mixed with oats. and the meat patty contained oats as well!)! SUPER NICE. and OAT "ngoh hiang". TIRED! 14th March 2009 woke up early to bath. because the construction workers will come at 8am. after 8am, cannot bath and urine or shit. intended to go library to return books. have breakfast. but sister was sick. when i've decided to go alone, it was too late already! so i stayed at home to read HARRY POTTER and the deathly hallows went down to CDAC to urine. i never drink water also will urine. =( BORING DAY! 15th March 2009 going Science Center with EDLYN! looking forward! to the one i saw on the bus twice; i dont like the way you looked at me on the bus. its like we are strangers. you dont smile to me anymore. i bet she has been telling you stories about me. i think she is disgusting. resentment filled me. Monday, March 9, 2009 PMS. i'm jealous of the happiness around me. because i dont feel the the dont know where she has gone to. she is being replaced by a emotional and sensitive girl. she lives with misery and loneliness. she dont feel the "warmth" and lastly JEALOUSY. i dont know what happened to me. i cry because of nothing? i dont know what has become of me. i want to find back myself. i long for happiness. 雨和眼泪拼命落下.... Saturday, March 7, 2009 i'm not happy this whole week. partly because of my sunburn. so i spent my time reading reading reading. and watching "Miss No Good" at home. watched YOGA's performance on YOUtube. cried many many times. sleepless nights. =( went out with Becky, Stef and Rin on tuesday for shopping. but in the end, the weather is so bad that we ended up watching movie! MARLEY and ME. cried left right and center. i cant watch any movies with animals! i will CRY! anyway, looking forward to Saturday and Sunday! Saturday - meeting Ling-er. Sunday- meeting amanda, yiwen and hee haw mama! next week, DRP starting. i'm so looking forward. and also, "Up your Service" workshop! my house will be upgrading next week. wish me good luck. 2 weeks of no bathroom and toilet. =( i betrayed myself again. i can't stop blaming myself. hais. how sad. BOO! Sunday, March 1, 2009 1st March 2009 its my BIRTHDAY! 19 years old already. =) i'm so proud that i've walked so far. may the road continues.... i spent my day swimming! i swam and played in the water for 4 hours. and now, i'm BURNT! had my favourite dim sum after that. and lucky i reached home early. it rained MONSTERS and STONES. =P this is for ALL who wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 谢谢你(们)的照顾你(们)的体贴 (xie xie ni (men)de chao gu ni (men) de ti tie) 给我一个美好的世界 (gei wo yi ge mei hao de shi jie) 我把幸福看得太简单了点 (wo ba xin fu kan de tai jian dan le dian) 你(们)有多用心我却没有发觉 (ni (men) you duo yong xin we que mei you fa xian) 你们都是我生命中的神秘嘉宾 (ni men dou shi wo sheng ming zhong de shen mi jia bin) a small little teeny weeny disappointed though. i was expecting too much. in the end, it turned out to be nothing at all. NOTHING. | |