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Age: 20 years old Date of Birth: March1 1990 Horoscope Sign: Pisces rain_shine13@hotmail.com Tagboard
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009 my title for this entry is POOR ASHIN. you get what i mean? he let the girls/fans touch him! *心里暗爽* i also WANT! *i dont mind its ashin.*  MOLEST HIM to the MAX! after reading some forum entries, i really miss KTV-ing. i miss going to ktv to 跑歌台 for these songs: 爱我的资格，SUPERWOMAN, 那女孩爱过我，洋葱，约翰兰农，背影 and many many more. i only sing for myself now. someone pls sing those songs to me! i will LOVE <3 you ttm! 我不要再想了，我已经倦了，我不想再唱了，我已经哭了。 Monday, August 24, 2009 累了，睡不着，怎么办？ 哭了，更累了，就睡着了。 now my eyes got a weird thing growing at the eye lid. i did not watch porn or any guys bathing k! i think it is going to swell and BURST. then i'll sing HAPPY BURST-DAY silently to myself.! i think we cannot be praise. once we got praised, we become very complacent and lazy! that's what happened today, we went to school but we did nothing. and i indulged in thanks becky for the talk! i'm happy that i did not cry again! 被遗忘的感觉是最不好受的！ last time, amanda used to tell me, it wouldnt be the same without me. that time i didnt take it to heart. now, i am happy that i am not forgotten, always remembered by them. despite the stupid things that used to happen last time. what are lies? they are meant to be spoken, to cheat others and to cover other lies. my eye candy is called ALLAN! 伤口需要时间愈合，but 要多久呢？ 失望again.. i thought i would have a beautiful sunday. but it turned out to be a waste of my time. i cancelled all my plans for nothing. i felt so 一厢情愿. 我想我应该从梦中醒来了。 我所谓的快乐，应该是在梦里才有的。 所谓的好朋友，到底是什么？ 很多人都以为自己快乐， 但是其实笑只是保护色而已。 我好想好想飞 逃离这个疯狂世界 那么多苦 那么多累 那么多莫名的泪水 (this is taken from 疯狂世界， it is a suicide song. ) unhappiness is my trademark. Saturday, August 22, 2009 speaking of it makes me want to cry... i think what i have become now, really is what i deserve. it's my karma. you heard of ; 自作自受？ thats what i'm feeling now. i think i should shut myself up. some things i expect too much. i'm not 人见人爱 anymore. i'm just a extremely huge BURDEN! i really hate my mood swings! 渺小的我，到底在哪里？ *icantcontrolmyself,butcriedandcriedandcried. Tuesday, August 18, 2009 FINALLY~! We have submitted our proposal, and today was the interview! k, it was pretty good. but i think i didnt answer her questions pretty well. but our comments for the proposal was good! =) and tml is our REST DAY! finally!! after 3 weeks of no-holidays-after-attachment. we finally gave ourselves one day off! tml is 21st AUGUST! supposed to get my phone. but i have concerns abt the phone. so, i postponed the date! anyway, one more week to 828 concert. finally i met up with AMANDA, YIWEN AND HSI HONG!   We watched UP in 3D!  after several trials!
at city hall! damn retarded! i have another one at tiong bahru mrt as well. but i cant find the picture! i think i havent uploaded it. to grant my wish for taking picture with them! ok, i sound so pathetic. 在你们的心目中，我是个怎么样的人？ 我很怀疑我自己。我超没自信的。 我的人生，就是这样。。 我还有能力改变吗？ 想要征服的世界，实终没有改变。 Wednesday, August 12, 2009 16 days more to 828 concert. 17 days more to 829 concert. 过了这两天，我一定会很空虚！ for the past one week, i have been seeing bus 21 for like almost everyday. normally i dont see this bus service number. BUT, i have been seeing it for for everyday ever since last week? or last last week. i cant remember. i think only AMANDA knows the significance of this bus service number to me does it mean something?? on August 21? 21 days later? 21 years later? or when i'm 21 years old? its freaking me out! *working hard on MP proposal.* looking forward to meeting AMANDA, YIWEN and HSI HONG! since donkeys years we last met up. and amanda's present is rotting in my drawer! Tuesday, August 11, 2009 YAY! i've changed my blog skin!! my whole body is aching after the hiking and swimming yesterday!! we did not catch the NDP fireworks when our main purpose is to see fireworks together. ironic. i dont feel good after the swim. had headache all the way. at the end of the day, my 大姨妈 visited. anyway, i enjoyed myself. next time we can organise a sleepover party. 08092009 HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! It was a special day. i dont feel like entertaining anyone, just want to spend the night by myself. i am thinking, the same setting, the same food, maybe it lacks the same atmosphere. will it be the same 1 year later? or 10 years later? Saturday, August 8, 2009 i want to change my blog skin! but i'm lazy and busy! rhymes right? HAHA. first time in my poly life, i stayed up to 4am to complete a report that will not be graded with A, B, C or D. its just pass or fail. Internship, it is an important journey that i have went through. so, i must make an effort to do right? i was sick this week, but after i submitted the report, OMG, i recovered miraculously. next thing to worry on, our MP proposal. so many things to do. but we dont know how to progress. we have all the info, but dont know where to put it into the different sections. =( and our leader is going for holiday! will be left with me and becky to struggle towards the deadline!! i am worried that we cant complete in time, and without liyun, our report will be messy! thats why we have been chiong-ing to complete the main part before she leaves! hope all will be well. >.< WORRIED~! we swear-ed to do OUR VERY VERY x100000 best! because its our last MAJOR project. we want to impress and not regret! JIAYOU! some shots taken before and on aaron's birthday!       above: 我是个平凡的人，但有不平凡的朋友。 Sunday, August 2, 2009 夜 黑夜 寂寞的夜里 气 生气 对自己生气 just when i thought i have " it gets back to me AGAIN!!!!!! 会 很会 伪装我自己 i failed myself and my friends. i'm sorry. 我的声音在笑 泪在飙 电话那头的你可知道 PS/ your blog does not even have a single mention of me, but for mine, its all over. | |
