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Age: 20 years old Date of Birth: March1 1990 Horoscope Sign: Pisces rain_shine13@hotmail.com Tagboard
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Monday, December 28, 2009 Yesterday was a HAPPY DAY, although school reopened today. Christmas is over. A New Year is here. 2010. Thank You friends who have been there to celebrate with me. Thank You for your wishes and encouragements. I'm contented with "好朋友"！ Thank You! 28.11 -> 28.12 = 1 month. =D when you're happy, you will forget all the unhappy things. Saturday, December 26, 2009 just got back from the stay-over. I enjoyed myself, but it made me reflect a lot. We went Timbre last night when i listened to songs, I couldn't control, but to think about a lot of things. what's more, with the influence of alcohol. I was feeling so............. [unexplainable!] I tried to recall or reflect what I've done in 2009. My thoughts were in a mess. I only can recall what happened recently, and things that happened long ago. I can't remember the happy moments, I can't remember the reasons for being sad. It's really a mess. In 5 more days, I am going to enter 2010, I will be 20 years old. I will be graduating. A new chapter of my life starts. No one will be there to take charge of my future because i've grown up. I feel so lost.... lost in the middle, where there is no one to give me a hand. What am I going to do? What am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to do it? All these have been going on in my mind for the past few days... Can I believe I can do it since everything is in my hands? At the same time, i have lost myself again. I've changed again. Someone used to tell me, It's good to change. Someone used to tell me, I must adapt to changes. In the end, I realised, I have been constantly changing to fit myself in the environment, to fit into the people. To be able to survive. I dont have a real identity, I live for other people. Thats my personality. That's my life. I guess, its time I really put down everything, sit and think what should I do? Wednesday, December 23, 2009 Finally. I'm contented. =D *I hope shit does not happen so frequently. Because I've decided to change the rules. ♥ "好朋友"！ ♥ Jelutong double contentment. Monday, December 21, 2009 well, what an eventful day! I don't know if I should know more than what I should know. it hurts me to know the truth. I must be strong, I MUST BE! I have a strong heart. I have grown up. I have changed. ____________________________________________________________________ It's tomorrow. (See you Edlyn and "好朋友") Sunday, December 20, 2009 梁静茹 - 勇气 终于作了这个决定 别人怎么说我不理 只要你也一样的肯定 我愿意天涯海角都随你去 我知道一切不容易 我的心一直温习说服自己 最怕你忽然说要放弃 爱真的需要勇气 来面对流言蜚语 只要你一个眼神肯定 我的爱就有意义 我们都需要勇气 去相信会在一起 人潮拥挤我能感觉你 放在我手心里 你的真心 如果我的坚强任性 会不小心伤害了你 你能不能温柔提醒 我虽然心太急 更害怕错过你 I need courage. ________________________________________________________________ 2 more days! Saturday, December 19, 2009 "Just living is not enough," said the butterfly, "one must have sunshine, freedom and a little flower." ~Hans Christian Anderson Exploring HORT PARK and the SOUHTERN RIDGES. i did a lot of things today! i woke up at 7.30am to get ready for my trekking trip with my sister. its a 9km journey. we started from harbour front and ended at kent ridge park. we went through the southern ridges - henderson waves, alexandra arch, hort park and lastly kent ridge park (canopy walk). it rained heavily by the time we were at the canopy walk, so we didnt take that route, but headed to the bus stop to vivo! we were at the shelter waiting for the rain to stop for like 1 hour plus. its VERY COLD and FOGGY! PS/ we saw monkeys. anyway, when we reached vivo, i saw mark at the bus stop! LOL. he was buying ice cream and he offered me if i want. it was damn cold. so i rejected him and i told him i'm going sakae for lunch. [its 3pm already.] when paying, he gave us a 10% discount off total bill and FOC green tea. so nice of him! i'm having a headache now. PPS/ i managed to wear my new contact lenses!!! PPPS/ i cant upload pictures in blogger. stay tuned in FB. ___________________________________________________________________ see you in 3 more days! WOOOHOO! Friday, December 18, 2009 I feel so knowledgeable after visiting the book store. [i'm shallow.] SELF HELP BOOKS! since when do i take a look at these genre of books? anyway, i've learnt a lot. all thanks to kaien and edlyn who made me wait for them. contentment is a relaxed and happy simplicity. It is a worthier aim to achieve in daily life because it lasts. So, when you're with someone where there is no big fireworks display, palpitations* and extreme of feelings but there is a baseline contentment and warmth and love - be happy with it. (Richard Templar, 2009) dont ask for too much.. but satisfied. different strokes for different folks. change the rules of the game when the situation calls for it. =D "the happiest relationships are where both parties see the need for flexibility in their rules." _________________________________________________________________ 4 more days! *an unusually or abnormally rapid or violent beating of the heart. Thursday, December 17, 2009 well, i dont know what i should blog now. my mind is blocked. ___________________________________________________________________ 5 more days! Wednesday, December 16, 2009 do you know, i'm addicted to crying? I didn't know tears can escape from me so easily. I didn't know i can be triggered so easily. It's another lesson learnt. I love to chat on the phone! especially if its once-in-a-blue-moon kind of thing. I'm happy. =DDD ________________________________________________________________ See you in 6 days. WOOHOO! I'm sure you had a very very good time there. I'm afraid that if i want anything too much, It will mean I'll never have it. Tuesday, December 15, 2009 What do i want for CHRISTMAS?! MAYDAY's MONOPOLY! omg.     it costed $168. Anyone kind enough to buy it for me?? =( _____________________________________________________________ communication is really an important part in life to MAKE THINGS CLEAR. dont you think so? See you in 7 more days. Monday, December 14, 2009 I watched New Moon today. Well, it followed the book closely. No comments. I bought new contact lenses. For monthly usage. The lenses are supposed to be smaller. recommended by EDLYN. =D I have yet try it, but soon. I hope it will be easier to wear. Christmas shopping failed. I dont know what to buy. =( ideas please? ____________________________________________________________ Please get well soon! See you in 8 more days. Sunday, December 13, 2009 I went dragon boat yesterday. I went swimming today. I'm a blackie now. I want to tone my muscles. =D My greatest accomplishment today was to swim one lap of the LENGTH of the Olympic sized pool. Initially, I wanted to give up because i have fear when i swam to 1.8m deep. breathing difficulties. and anxiety. I wanted to give up swimming as a sport. But, i told myself not to give up. Yeah, and i managed to do it. More laps to come in the coming sessions. My sister bought one pair of badminton rackets. so now, our new sport is badminton. I got myself another pair of sports bra. not as hot as the pink one. but its BLACK. I got purple umbrella. HEHE. ________________________________________________________________ 如果说了后悔 是不是一切就能倒退 (If i say i've regretted, does that mean that everything can go back to what it is like before?) I tell you, i did not regret for the decisions i've made recently. So, dont tell me you've regretted letting me into this situation. There is no turning back. Life moves on. Please move on. Hey, i dont know how to heal your aching heart. i just want you to know, i'll always be there for you. Please be happy. <3 9 more days. I'm trying all i can to discover all of you. well, after knowing some of the truth i've found, it does hurt. should i tell you? My LOVE horoscope for TODAY (131209) Your everyday concerns are the only ones that matter to you today, Pisces, and this may be because you are about to give up on love all together. This may be for a few reasons, and will hold true whether you are single or attached. First, you may feel you are not getting your daily due and attention you crave, but you may discover it is because you haven't really asked for what you truly want. So all you need to do is take a risk and ask, be polite and gentle about it. This is the kind of situation that has been brewing for some time, and you have thought about this person on a consistent basis. The only question that remains is, why are they still in your thoughts, and not in your life? It is you that must make this change, and you can do so very positively today. Conclusion; I need to ask, request gently and politely for what i want. Havent i been doing that all the time. TMD, [That person must be really a piece of stone.]. I'll make the change and request for everything that i want. >.< Saturday, December 12, 2009 Oh Man! i'm back to blogging. =D Term test has ended, which means, holidays are here! HURRAY! Christmas is coming! I realised i havent been to town to take pictures with ANY of the christmas trees. =( and i havent done any christmas shopping. For the past few days, i have been going home late. =D <3 anyway, i have some photos to upload from my 2 day 1 night trip to Malaysia on 21st November. Sorry for the late update. I dyed my hair in Malaysia. its DIRT CHEAP!  'KUKU' me at the entrance.  My Auntie and Uncle.  My Daddy and Mommy.  The menu.  My younger cousins.  My older cousins.  the bride.  My sister!  HAHA! CHIO? My hair is nicely dyed and SHINY! i'm so going back to Malaysia to dye it again! How do you define, LOVE? Monday, December 7, 2009 when i am in a bad mood, i eat chocolates/ ice cream/ sweet food. when i am in a bad mood, i listen to mayday. when i am in a bad mood, after doing the above, i'll go and sleep. after sleeping, study for term test. well, if all these dont work for you, find someone you can talk to. | |