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Age: 20 years old Date of Birth: March1 1990 Horoscope Sign: Pisces rain_shine13@hotmail.com Tagboard
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Tuesday, August 5, 2008 i aimed to sleep at 1am today.. but some rubbish cock up!~ now i am so bad mood that i want to blog it out. fine, i booked MMR 3 weeks ago (means booked for 3 weeks ). MMR forgot about the 3rd week. so i reminded MMR we will be meeting on this date. but MMR say MR ask MMR out already. so i kind of showed my temper by saying HUH? you forgot i booked you already? ok, then MMR say will be going with us. but i know MR will be angry. because its a SPECIAL day. so i assume MR wants to spend it with someone special. so i told MMR that MMR should join MR. but MMR dont want to believe what i say, and insist to go with us. so ok, friends more important. but somehow i got the feeling that MMR will not be able to join.. today STJ smsed me. told me plans and everything. STJ very excited about the outing. but i got tell STJ that MMR might not be able to make it. STJ sounded disappointed. because it has been a long time since we all meet up! i understand how STJ feels. its like only once in the weekend but most of the time we couldnt meet up due to busy schedules. poor STJ! my gut feeling was right, MMR called me few minutes ago.. saying MR wants to spend the night with MMR. MMR say she will leave us at the evening. told you, my feeling was right. sometimes, i feel very stupid at times. because i am able to like know or guess. i hate myself for being so "smart"/ "cong ming".. so whats the point of the meet up when everyone will leave early leaving only the few of us? very fed up now lah! i want to make STJ happy. but looks like i cant handle a small thing. last time also like that. i organize but in the end it turned out to be a unhappy event. i dont want to organize anymore outings. I'm such a failure! hate fucked up people and the fucked up myself! 我真的很讨厌我自己！{translation for amanda; i really hate myself!} hate myself for being so "cong ming/smart/sharp" you guys know the meaning?? i dont want to know too much. but i cant stop myself. MINDGAMES! | |