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Name: Rainyydays (ning-er)
Age: 20 years old
Date of Birth: March1 1990
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Sunday, August 31, 2008

THANK YOU everyone for your concern with regards to the previous post! i'm still not happy.. have been thinking alot today on the bus!!! because my bus journey was super long! so i listened to MP3, stared out of the window, and reflected....... was super emo today while shopping. i need someone to talk to!!! pls approach me. =x

for amanda;
this entry is heavily texted in CHINESE! pls use your BROTHER's comp to access! THANKS!

few weeks before exams;

alot of things happened... i cant help thinking alot.. couldnt concentrate.. and worst still, have been leaving home to meet friends and played ALOT! so i think i will do SUPER badly for my exams this time. but i still pray hard i wont be taking supp papers. { aaron told me there is always supp paper. SLAP HIM! =x }

have been reminding myself dont think so much, dont get affected.. everything will be settled after exams... now exams are over. i still dont have any conclusion. how should i settle this? the other party appears not to be caring already. carrying on with her own life without having to worry so much.. on the other hand, i keep on thinking how should i move on now without settling the problem? i still cant get over it although i remind myself that i shouldnt care so much because its useless to. but like no use, after a while, i'll start thinking again!

sometimes, i hope she will frequent my blog. but she dont.
attention people reading this; if you know who i'm talking about, pls do not go tell her to read my blog!!! THANKS. i want this to be settled NATURALLY!

rainy days for me ever since dont know when. its because of sun yan zi's yu tian. 你能体谅,我有雨天?我的雨天你能体谅吗?recently also like alot of songs.

南拳妈妈's 下雨天
{part of the lyrics.}
下雨天了怎么办
我好想你不敢打给你
我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我等雨停
期待让人越来越沉溺
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

范玮琪's 没那么爱他
[i wish someone can sing this song to me!! =x]
你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强
但有些事情不能伪装
别为自己设了框
我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去都是失望
又何必要放不下
是习惯 还是爱
不放心 还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下
[omg, i totally love this song. someone sing it for me PLEASE! ]

深呼吸 抬头望
发现天空很宽广
这世界 那么大
幸福总会在某个地方
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
拥有过的计划
留给值得的对象
你知道 不会是他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

next song is

李玖哲's 不,完美
带你心飞
你常常说 我很完美
没人能取代 我给的一切
我就以为 我努力更完美
我们 就会永远
完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美
後来你说 我太完美
值得更好的 陪在我身边
你不是我 你怎么能体会
你有 多么珍贵
我的完美成了罪

this sentence in his mv was very meaningful too;
爱人的那一个往往在不完美中给完美
被爱的那一个却总是在完美中找不完美

so sad loh! i love all three songs! will keep on update on the songs! i have too many sad songs le! i think the only happy song i'm listening to is 五月天's 开天窗!

to **;

你曾经说过 “我们认识了这么久,还是不了解对方”九年了,这段时间,我们到底算什么?那时我真的很难过。一直觉得你已不再是九年前我认识的那个她。那你觉得你有多了解一个认识几个月的人呢?被突如其来的爱情冲昏了头,是这样吗? 我还是搞不懂。我以为你会关心我的雨天,可是你又让我失望了。你根本没为我撑过伞。就连一起在雨中淋雨也没有。我真的很失望。当我的伤心难过都是因为你时,你都不知道, 也不过问。 是我要求太多吗?我只是要你一句关心的话,你明白知道吗?

super long entry. took me 2 hours typing. i still cant express myself clearly. i'll try again in the next entry...can anyone bring me out? i feel so bored. hais.


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